I knew this book would be intense when I started. I was drawn in immediately and just couldn't stop reading. Wow. That's the main word I feel right now....just, wow.
On May 2, 2008 Nick Levil, a student at Garvin High begins a shooting spree in his school commons area before school. This is a day that no one will forget, especially his girlfriend Valerie. Nick turned the gun on himself but not after killing and wounding students, teachers, and Valerie herself.
Dealing with a tragedy like this is hard even if you aren't even directly affect by it. But Valerie is right in the middle of it all. She went out with Nick for three years. She loved him. They made a "hate list" together naming all the people who got on their nerves at school. Nick read names from the list during the shooting. Valerie steps in the way of one of his bullets that day. She gets shot. She sort of saves another girl's life. But she's a part of this. The police want to know her involvement. She's dealing with so much. After summer, Valerie has to go back to school and face them all....the students on the hate list, the teachers, the people who hate her...can she do it? Is there any way she can become "normal" again? Is there any point?
In this book Valerie deals with it all: parents, her shrink, kids at school, everyone. She has to tackle her issues and figure out how she can go on with her life or if that is even possible at all. What's worse is that she loved Nick...she still loves him...
It doesn't get much more complicated than this. Like I said earlier, this book completely drew me in from the first moment. Some of it was hard to read and it got to me at times, but it was a great read.